day 15

Lazy morning, face timed the Bells

Tried to finish off the floor boards on the van, but there was a big ol’ leak in the back right corner. Turns out, the damage the snow clearing guy caused by driving into the back of it isn’t just cosmetic 

Isaac re-sealed the light, I hair dryer-ed the wet bit on the sub floor

Did some yoga with Bethan. Isaac made some egg fried rice with the kimchi he made, which is fire 

All the floor boards are down. Alas, I still don’t like the colour of the stain… My mum told me to not be ungrateful and to pull myself together, but I don’t think I can 

Did some more yoga. How much yoga is too much yoga? 

I think I’m only just becoming settled with the idea that we’re riding this out here, as well as starting to be grateful for this time. When your brain is wired with anxiety, you’re able to go outside and find complete silence in your surroundings. That’s definitely doing bits for the soul. 

The moon looks cool tonight, lil half crescent peeping through the clouds 

I feel a bit emotional, not sure why, maybe hormones

Also ate a horrific amount of cheese for anyone today, let alone someone who’s lactose intolerant. I have NO self discipline